Where from here?

I'm adopted.

My biological family -- my sister called me. 0o" I nearly shit myself.
I'd met my little brother last year and I really thought that would be it. I was okay with that because he was younger than me.
My SISTER (legit real sister) called me one day a week and a half ago and told me that this was the first she had been in contact with me since I was a baby.
NOW, on Myspace, my COUSIN from my biological family has found me. >_> If I'm about to have a mental breakdown, it will be this upcoming week when I meet them.
My two sisters I am meeting (Sheila and Jeanne) are older than me. Sheila being nineteen and Jeanne being in her 30's. Which scares me.
Guys, I have a nephew who is sixteen. That's the same age as me -- how fucking FREAKY is that? She would have had to have him when she was my age or something.....?
So yeah, I'm freaking out and have to wake up in four hours.
I might have some new fanart up from Persona soon -- most likely AkihikoxJunpei related but yeah....I'm-- I don't know what I can do to stop stressing over this.
Wish me luck, guys.

All my love,
Iamme


Notes of Importance
by.
I read the whole thing out loud to myself.
It's 3:00 AM and I'm actually near to tears because this piece is so beautifully crafted and raw that no words can ever do it justice.
Read it, please.


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